Am I really leaving?
Truth be told, I feel like I'm deceiving
At night when I'm alone
I know that still my heart you own.

I was not happy with you
And now I'm miserable too
Keeping you happy kept me occupied
I'm so alone know I wish I would have died
That day when you went too far
But all I have are these scars.

I know I must be leaving
They say this is a stage of grieving
When you feel all alone
And you enter the unknown.