flat. nothing near me
slips into that.
you are mild.
you are bubbling.
you are always thinking about tumors.
we are growing.
i'd say it was abnormal.
i'd say that maybe it was too rapid.
maybe it is taking up too much space.
maybe I need a long rest.

my mom thinks her cancer
was caused by stress.
my mom thinks my dad
caused her cancer.

could i save myself
if we were to cut this off?