Contemporary minds as such, control all that can be done with others. Descions of animals are never left to itself. I'm controlled, once you are bought you must obey by the standards. I'm sorry. I can't show you what I want without myself being unhappy. You are unhappy and that's my fault. I'm stuck. I can't help... It's always a lose for me. I'm stuck. I'm sorry. Hope fully one day, sorry - will be enough