I am not ferociously aggressive, but there are activities that I will not can not partake in. I will not be a grammar-phile in poetry, for sometimes, a sentence just begs to end in a preposistion. Of. I won't be the surrogate to the emotions you wish you had for me; if you truly felt them, you would proudly show off the pregnancy bump, endure hours of painful labor and breastfeed those feelings until the inappropriate age of 2. I refuse to lower my standards and waste any amount of any time with any man who can't appreciate: sure, all men are created equally, but over time they can warp, change into slight congruence, and then become foreign, rude, selfish. (Not all, ofcourse, but some, and that sum is one not worth crying or trying for). I will never lead a boy into thinking he has my thoughts or affection for such a crime is critically and clinically cruel and I do not have the scalpel or shears to perform such inhumane procedures and experiments. I do not believe I will ever have total peace, because I do not think such silliness is worth truly worrying about. I think I could do almost anything else, like spit poison or turn myself into an inside-out person, or maybe even solve a math dilemma but staying stable for too long would make my molecules freeze like zero degrees Kelvin, and I would turn into paradoxical nothingness.