Alone, pacing Wandering mimd spinning the same tracks on a continuous groove Stuck in the middle of nowhere land I've visited here many times before in my trails Medications meditations misguided and maladjusted Been up down and over and out Bipolar a rude disorder White knuckling despair Craving breath and the laughter of others alone , Thoughts Darkness with the sun shining on my skin Wrinkles forming as the bumps of life Stick firmly to my face Alone pacing I'm stuck