I been bleeding my entire life in your silence•
But some reason I feel safer in your violence •
Your ways feel natural•
its so wrong being the actual•
Never cried before•
But three tears rolled down after you walked out that door•
I wasn't hesitant at all•
I took those blades out and yes it was my down fall•
New cuts over old scars•
I just think I've been pushed too far•
You been gone for two years•
Just came back and your leaving again hurtful words going in my ears•
My heart called for you all that time•
It ached and cried and now again it will whine•
Less than three minute phone calls maybe every couple of weeks•
And ten thirty to three o'clock visitations would make my heart so weak•
Told us you'd come home and be a changed man•
And even after years of lies and betrayal and all the heart breaks I believed you can•
But boy was I wrong•
You're one of the main reasons my heart is so gone•
I forgave you when you put your hands on me•
Cause love and forgiveness is what it's supposed to be•
It hurt so bad but it also hurt when you walked out that door•
A feeling you said I wouldn't feel anymore•
Its so heartbreaking to sit and watch love die•
Probably why I'm so heartless and not even for more than 5 minutes can I cry •
Watching love fall apart•
The pain could destroy someones heart•