I feel like I'm slowly wasting away. Drowning, half alive, every routine day.
Can't stop feeling as if I'm slowly losing my mind.
Is this all there is?
I don't wanna waste another day, missing all those memories when my life hits rewind.  
There's got to be more than this. Another day, another mask to shade the pain, I've been sitting on this for far too long.
Tired of opening up just to get shut down.
This world just drowns me out.
I'm no stranger to losing, of all kinds. I'm not going to keep crossing those very same lines.
I'm getting too good at reading all the signs.
I'm tired of all these unspoken goodbyes.
I don't want to be a cynic, thinking all love is just lies.
Every little piece of me spent.
As they came and went.
All these "friends" and lovers that I used to believe.
Once upon a time I thought love was the meaning to it all...