not sure who I currently am... I feel like I'm rolling around in-between a lesson & a mental breakdown the twenty-something ******* attempting to be an above-it ***** where your scratches don't itch & I'm never distracted by dramatic **** but I am and they do I'm not putting me over you I've seen this view before I'm feeling stillness and a pull feeling like I'm on cruise control programmed responses to predicted reactions I'm fine, how are you what's up, what's happening I'm annoying myself and it's ******* fantastic where are you?