You and I were black and white
And everyone else was gray
You brought out parts of me I've never seen
You put me into my highest highs
And my lowest lows
I thought I wanted gray
I thought gray was healthy
But I want you
In a field of gray I built around me
I want you
I want the bright light you pushed me into
And the black you consumed me in
I want to live my life with you
I want to experience everything with you by my side
I want to wake up with you on a Sunday and sit in the sun drinking our coffee silently
I want to fix the sleep deprived stress in your eyes when you come home from work
I want you to hold my stomach with love in your eyes
While it grows into something beautiful
I want to cause storms in your eyes
And drown in the current
I want to see you on our brand new couch
With your cheeky little smile
I want to feel your disappointment
Send me into a lonely spiral
I want you to kiss our beautiful daughter on her head
And wave goodbye to her when you leave for work
I want to yell at you for doing nothing for us
And I want to see you try
I want your blacks just as much as I want your whites
I wish I had known that sooner