I don't want to face my failures
Rather think I'm normal
I'm on track
A soldier
Fulfilling tasks
My purpose
Keeps surfacing
But I surrender in daily battles
Still being loyal to the chase
Waiting for the urge to change
You walk past me
Your struggles too
Its my feeling I worship
What I hold on to
No god, no guidance  
These thoughts are deceiving
They run this world
And I run