Tonight I end up drowning in tears
Calming my short breaths
Not making a single sound
Sobbing in mute, keeping it discrete

Thought I was fine
Saying "been there, done that"
Another cycle will sure pass
Just like old times, we'll get it through

Was I too used to you?
Long before I have accepted you
And how that demands to be tough
Yet tonight, I realize I am not!

Each day, your senses are going wild
Your mind is out there flowing
Blame it on the dopamine
Now all eyes is on you

Go ahead and speak more
For I only hear your soul
I witness your brilliant version
Which people would never fathom

Though you are loud
At the moment you are thriving
Trying to win versus own emotions
Never did it get easier for you

Try, keep trying Dad!
Don't you dare to QUIT ever again
Tonight please sleep tight
Well, at least try to..