Once again, alone. And I have been for the longest while, not physically but spiritually. I stopped believing in God a couple of years ago when everything broke inside of me, and now that I'm not alright but at least not that broken, I am alone.
It is not that kind of loneliness that could be fixed with tequila shots or drunk kisses at the back of some bar. I've done that. Alone as of having no one. And I have people in my life.
I really don't know what I'm looking for. Maybe it could be someone to fill up all the cracks in my soul or someone to renew it all entirely. I don't mind either.