You see a smile i bleed to bare.
But not once have you ever really cared.
Don't pretend you believe that I am satisfied.
You and i both know that I'm destined to die.
We lived this so called "life" to the fullest
But really, I just danced around as I dodged fate's bullets.
All the laughs were fake, my heart was always broken.
No one can fix it, not even a prince with a love token.
I have accepted my fate, with humble silence.
I just wished I had more to be proud of, like awaiting Zion.
But I wasted all my money, time and energy.
And what do I have to show for it? Just a lot of pictures of me smoking ****.
My doubts lurk as shadows in corners.
His name is Steve, and his minions are my mourners.
I'm crazy. I know this. Yet no one can see.
I would give it all now, to have just planted that tree.