So many times i've heard that moving on doesn't mean you forget about things but you accept what's happened and continue living. From one side of the coin it feels normal and healthy to do so but from the other side it feels like containment to a secret agreement with ourselves that allow us only to believe that we won't regret the choices we made. Nontheless i gain some relief remembering what my greatest love once told me. "If you can think of beautiful goal in your life, a happy ending, then live beautifully until that end." I guess as long as i have life in me i will fight with all my might to that end and if i fail at least i'll say i tried.