I can stay awake all night just to hear you sleeping soundly,
I would tuck you in with lies of how well I'm doing just to make you feel okay,
All this while I thought burying these sadness would promise sunshine and joy for everyone
And yet It was a grave mistake especially to the one I truly love.
I cannot fully express
How much disastrous it is
For me to go on like this.
So for myself, I'll try to breathe in a better habit
To face my fears and battle with it
Just to make my loved ones okay,
And to make me better.