you're okay, love. you're okay. take deep breaths, shoulders shaking; grip the edge of the sink like there's no tomorrow, feel the cool porcelain beneath your palms.
turn on the tap. watch the water gush out; tilt your head back, watch the broken lightbulb on the ceiling buzzing.
deep breaths, love. scoop the ice-cold water with both your palms, marvelling at the subtle roughness of your fingertips, and the rest of your hands covered in small imperfections.
splash the water on your face, wipe away the tear tracks, wash away the smudged mascara.
you'll be okay, love. this has happened so many times. shoudn't you be used to it by now? square your shoulders, look me in the eye. whisper to me, almost as if you mean it, "i'm strong. i'll be fine. i am fine."
push the bathroom door open; go out there, face the world. you're okay, love. you're okay.