Surrounded by nothingness my tortured mind unwinds I think of your face and my teeth grind my sanity is shot, my patience is all but through oh how I love it, oh how I'd love to have never met you
you took my ****** hand, shown me stained gold you gave me a prize that I can never hold you've scratched my surface, there's more I can give, now I'm diseased, for lust is the only reason I live
like a butterfly trying to fly with charred wings I flounder in self-pity amongst other pathetic things I've lost my ego, my pride has all but gone oh but trust me baby girl, you really haven't won
for you've opened up the lock to my narcissistic thoughts a God within me that warps and distorts the games you play, it's time you were the pawn I'll rot your insides with pain, laugh as your soul lies torn
I'll inflict the damage you've done unto myself I'll laugh as the addiction curdles your health I'll fill your head with black bloated voices, coded enigmas that were once the simplest of choices
your lips were only mine to take you should've thought of that before you faked you messed with a mind more twisted than your own shot yourself in the foot, now your safety net's gone ~