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Jun 2017
Surrounded by nothingness my tortured mind unwinds
I think of your face and my teeth grind
my sanity is shot, my patience is all but through
oh how I love it, oh how I'd love to have never met you

you took my ****** hand, shown me stained gold
you gave me a prize that I can never hold
you've scratched my surface, there's more I can give,
now I'm diseased, for lust is the only reason I live

like a butterfly trying to fly with charred wings
I flounder in self-pity amongst other pathetic things
I've lost my ego, my pride has all but gone
oh but trust me baby girl, you really haven't won

for you've opened up the lock to my narcissistic thoughts
a God within me that warps and distorts
the games you play, it's time you were the pawn
I'll rot your insides with pain, laugh as your soul lies torn

I'll inflict the damage you've done unto myself
I'll laugh as the addiction curdles your health
I'll fill your head with black bloated voices,
coded enigmas that were once the simplest of choices

your lips were only mine to take
you should've thought of that before you faked
you messed with a mind more twisted than your own
shot yourself in the foot, now your safety net's gone ~

*My pity.
Lexander J
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Lexander J  21/M/Lives In The Shadows
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