Jun 2017
I would like to know...
I would like to know why I became invisible and so hard to be around. Why did you feel the need to run and hide? Was it something I did/ I said or didn't do/say? Were you afraid I would ask you for something or was it because I didn't ask? Yes, I find you attractive. Yes, I want/ wanted to see you naked...just once. Yes, to touch your body. But I wanted most of all your friendship! Your Love as a friend. I fail in Love with your spirit, your sense of freedom, your ability to accept a person as is...at least that's what you gave me at first.
I think/thought you felt my bring attracted to you, though I tried to put it aside. Those feelings do come when two spirit come together. Were you afraid because you were having the same feelings? Yes, I felt them from you. Were you afraid of my age? For me, age is just numbers, you said you agreed.
The Spiritual connection and personality is what counts for me and pulled me in. We did connect and do connect on those levels.
I am your friend, as I have told You this before. I promised I would be there for you and I will. All that I have done and will do was because I still believe we have a connection, whatever it maybe, (friendship I hope) and it still feels good. Also because I wanted to.
I shall take a few bigger steps back. NO, I don't like it or want to do it but you need it and want it. But I Am still here for you...you just need to ask.
But I would like to know why I became invisible and hard to be around, also, why you felt the need to run and hide?
I Love You, My Friend!!!!
I would like to know why I became invisible and so hard to be around. Why did you feel the need to run and hide? Was it something I did/ I said or didn't do/say? Were you afraid I would ask you for something or was it because I didn't ask? Yes, I find you attractive. Yes, I want/ wanted to see you naked...just once. Yes, to touch your body. But I wanted most of all your friendship! Your Love as a friend. I fail in Love with your spirit, your sense of freedom, your ability to accept a person as is...at least that's what you gave me at first.
I think/thought you felt my bring attracted to you, though I tried to put it aside. Those feelings do come when two spirit come together. Were you afraid because you were having the same feelings? Yes, I felt them from you. Were you afraid of my age? For me, age is just numbers, you said you agreed.
The Spiritual connection and personality is what counts for me and pulled me in. We did connect and do connect on those levels.
I am your friend, as I have told You this before. I promised I would be there for you and I will. All that I have done and will do was because I still believe we have a connection, whatever it maybe, (friendship I hope) and it still feels good. Also because I wanted to.
I shall take a few bigger steps back. NO, I don't like it or want to do it but you need it and want it. But I Am still here for you...you just need to ask.
But I would like to know why I became invisible and hard to be around, also, why you felt the need to run and hide?
I Love You, My Friend!!!!
