the problem is i know you so much better, you've got a lot of that real hurt, with a ghost swimming around in a shell,
with a mama you love 'cause she gave you that life and played in the mud, gave you the ol' one-two when it called for it, (or when you didn't) and a daddy who never had to say much which is where you got that hint of altruism,
but you still found yourself raising a brother, lookin' out protecting the property, growing up too fast with no one understanding, taught to rely on a good team member or a good fight, the good fight,
but you've got more than a pass waiting on you, more than pretty girls at bars, crashes on bikes, nights full of stars, all those ways your mom didn't pull through or pull in, and i hope you find them, i hope you find all of them every good and pure thing out in the day and i hope whatever's in your heart gets a good chance to breathe and that no one find you in your time of change, just after when you're healed up and pretty, not that you haven't been