I deserve to be
With someone
1 0 0 0 x     b e t t e r
Than my  f a t h e r :

who doesn't even care about me. . .

who doesn't bother knowing
what I'm feeling
If I am sad, or even breathing. . .

Who doesn't even
Greet me on birthdays, or atleast
Ask once if we're okay. . .

Who doesn't even know how I've set
My standards so low:
1000x should be a
M i l l i o n   t i  m e s,
B i l l i on s , t r i l l i o n s!
& the stars won't just amount as much.

I deserve someone
Who r e a l l y  loves me
Like how my mother d o e s
How she made us strong,
always teaching us what's wrong. .

It sometimes hurt, ya know
Not having the chance to call
A    n a m e  o n l y
Other children would know.

Even though feelings got immune,
Where there's n o t h i n g
Left, even hatred fled,
Once a year
I've always wanted
To slap, hug, and greet you
A  H a p py   F at he r's  Da y!

Thank you for not being my father
Coz it made me wish
Of a dream, so worthwhile:
A complete & happy family
With a mother, father, and child.

That's why I deserve
Someone who can
Live that dream with me

I've already got
Enough of people
Who chooses not to be with me
And as much I want to keep them
**I  j u s t   c a n't  coz   i won't.