i want to be the sunlight that burns u harder than the smoke down your throat and shines so bright it blinds your eyes. i want to be the bed that you come to at night and the coffee you pour into your empty cup every morning. you set the soul of my heart on fire with the most beautiful burn and i never mind the way that it hurts. if i say my words will you sallow them down? if my floor falls out from under me will you fall with me through the hole? i don't know what to do and i don't know where to go.