I'm tired of being so overwhelmed about a situation that's not even my fault I'm tired of a ***** giving me the run around like I'm some type of bad person I do my part as a lady now a ***** want to throw shades at me like I'm crazy. I try to avoid every bad situation because I know it will only get worst if I entertain it. Now I'm sitting here analyzing everything because at this point in my life I should be happy counting my blessings not crying over a ***** taking them from me. I took a lot and lost a lot I'm not going back. Accused everyday of things I don't do the past brought up daily because a ***** can't let go of it. I need me some space. I need to grow out of this shell I'm in because if I don't I'm scared that I will always be confide to this thing called hate.