I feel my heart aching in my chest as I sit by my phone hoping to see your name light up my screen. It was easier with him; I didn't have to worry if he'd text me back because I didn't care if he did. I knew he wasn't worth it. But it's hard with you. It's hard because I feel myself falling and I know I don't have a parachute. I will hit the ground and break into a million little pieces, just like always. But the thing is, I did this to myself. I jumped. But you, You stayed on board.