You destroy me
I think of every time you have ever hurt me.
I have been living my life in guilt
from the moments i lose my temper.
You push my buttons
tear me down,
you don't even see the damage that you do.
You don't even realize how much i love you.
You have always dominated me.
You have always controlled me.
I wish i could have controlled you.
I lived my life wanting nothing more
but for you to be perfect
and i could carry all of our damage.
if thats how life worked