It creeps up on you
No it creeps up on me
It is unwelcome

Overwhelming as it makes it's presence felt
I did not know that this is the hand that would be dealt

Sharp pains begin to spread
Arms go numb
those who do not know are fooled by a smile

Yet how long can it disguise the pain of a poison,
One that i can not deny

I miss you

Yet i stay silent
because you need it