Reach farther, She isn't totally repulsed by your bald sweaty head and Sensitive blotchy skin.
May as well hide my face and starve this desire
You deserve more than my infantile objectification I've coveted your beauty, packed your image away within this place in my mind.
I'm not the type to let my blood Drip on others, in fact I pay special mind to ensure The poison stays inside.
When you ignore me it hurts and I lose footing.
You asked to come with me to get coffee Of course you can - always.
I'm too ashamed to tell you how I feel And how hearing your voice fills me with excitement and Anticipation.
Cheers to you and the longing In my heart
Crushin' so ******' ******* this woman at work and its knotting me up inside. She is just really not in to me and I'm having a difficult time accepting that.
This is part of my effort to let go and free up that energy for positivity in my life and to withdraw this longing from the image I've created of her in my head. I'm way too old for this ****.