In my eyes love does not exist I tried it once or twice before but it's not on my wish list I got bruises and scars to prove I can take a beating I'm not your average girl, my beauty is truly deceiving What I learned from love was, you better put up one hell of a fight You better say the right answer or your *** is getting beat at night I never got the flowers a boys supposed to send I never got the love I needed from a boyfriend I never got a jewelry box scripted with a love message I missed out on all that attention But what I do have is more than money could pay I got a new chance at life; a brand new day I got the courage to stand up and take them down I got the strength to fight back, now my karma is coming around I have the wisdom to know what I didn't before I have the faith in the mystery of whats behind closed doors I may not believe in the magic of love But I believe in angles and the man up above