Ice fills as my soul dies Leaving my mind empty with nothing Cold seeps through my chest to arms Goodness leaves and hope flies Body left paralyzed of shock and horror Eyes at loss of all emotion and fear Death brings its unwanted touch to my heart Left amiss by a battlefield on screen I am silent in the calmness of the room I live the deaths of six people I never knew Startled by the sudden crash, the screams, the horror Silently, in the room of no harm nor terror Without sound nor words nor acts of life In the mind, the first mark on a blank white I ask myself, βWhat do I do now?"
I wrote this after reading of the London Bridge terror attack on June 3rd 2017. After all the other "incidents" that have happened in the past year, this was truly the one that made me realize the horror of these attacks. This was meant to be an expression of my feelings, written within ten minutes of first reading the article.