Snow falls on my face
As I'm walking in place
Trying to figure out my thoughts

How did I end up here?
What went so wrong?
Why do I feel so lost?

I walk a little longer
And find myself back at your door
I can't help but still be in love with you
Even after all the years you've betrayed me

So why does this happen?
When everything was perfect
And now everything has turned to dust

I don't have enough courage to knock
But I have enough courage to walk away
Just seeing your face brings me pain
So why do I love you?

I walk down this abandoned road
And sit on the curb
With my head in my hands
And tears falling down my face

I felt something sharp poke me
& I forgot I had my blade in my pocket
I took it out
And with a few swift movements
My arm was covered with the red water

The feeling of pain overwhelms me
& it feels so good
I fall to the side
And slowly drift off
Into a deep sleep....