Jealousy has me venomous!
and I'm spraying everything
with little bursts of adrenaline
except every now and again
I get goosebumps and
my spine tingles
I feel sick or I cry a little
jump out of my seat and scream
****!
I just wanna die a little
I wish I had the momentum
to move on but I'm stuck
and it's evident I've been struggling
thoughts have been playing me lately
I'm not just down on my luck
my poetry a testament to
the pinnacle of my problems;
my depression
please!
just say jump darling
so I can without question
will you take me back
if I say I learned my lesson?
*...****, I just text you