I don’t want to die in a world of pain And I know my secrets will not be kept in vain Captivating an audience of peers Acknowledging their weaknesses and fears Scrapping all moral high grounds Winning as my persona slowly drowns I am no angel of holy light Not since my brother and I took flight False identity is my new game And it will surely bring me great fame Manipulation and ******* succeed But that will not fill my brother’s greed He thinks I’m wrapped in his lies on low ground Ha! I’m wearing him like a ball gown I may look to him as only the family’s middle But I won’t let him play me like a fiddle The only music playing is in my head As I watch him lying on the floor, cold and dead I his little sister, don’t make me laugh If anything he was just one of my staff I’ve always been aiming for the top of the world And they never even saw my lips curled Naive fools, my mom and my dad Could never see that we were truly mad