Sun rays
Through my window pane
I'm not myself today
I'm not myself today

I take a breath in and it feels like my last
So I draw another one and let it fill up my chest
I'm hiding away
No one will see me today
I pull out my blade
It's the only outlet for my pain
I write suicide notes
In trying to sink but I float
I'm sprawled out all over the floor
There's blood all over my clothes

I'm not myself today
I'm not myself today