Still unhinged by my own wrench Memories pour in my head I'm drenched Naive in the daydream of trust Believed in something greater then lust Bond of faith withoutΒ Β haste To end in her bed another waste Something serious Friendships keep me delirious Sadness instills deeper fear Even friends leave me in need and I shed a tear Ruined on something so stupid Lost my best friend nothing about cupid Yet still heartache weighs like full buckets Will you answer when I call nobody understands fuckit Loss of sobriety denied me our bond The usual pain was so fond This is something new Now I'm left scrambling for a few To replace the whole of one How could it be this easy for you to be done Facetimes rejected left neglected As if the past was a different universe Stuck with myself like a curse Just can't believe this is how hard it hurts My best friend has left me