Every connection made
in a feeble attempt
to get over you is short lived
the parties, the all nighters,
half empty bottles, hangovers
and every other means of venting
won't bring us back together
and just leave me feeling
more empty inside than before
and more alone than ever
every taste of feeling good
whilst being alone is just
a reminder that dependence
has its place in independence
that my will to thrive without you
and live a happy independent life
is actually brought on by
an insatiable thirst to be with you
yet I continue to make the mistakes
every **** time