Why is it my mind gets wrapped around my heart and squeezes it seizes it and sends it into isolation until it is languishing in its cell to the point of desolation?
It's not that my mind is blind going everywhere without care. Fondness is in there - a word my mind knows - but it is consumed and subsumed by the focus, fascination and interest of the moment.
This sharpness of attention dulls the part of me that can get lost in the sweet aroma, white softness and brilliance of a magnolia bloom.
But oh this moment of writing and gazing on that bloom expands the room of my heart warms, softens, and awakens the rush, the transfusion the perfusion of grace.
In this writing, this moment of pausing I have again found my heart the ***** of my ground. I hear the deeper sound of violas and cellos feel the embracing warmth the ineffable touch of emotion I forgot to pack for my trip into the ineluctable grip of technology.
Not so sure about the title of this piece, but the poem reflects my experience the past two weeks trying to get a new computer and set it up with apps, etc. It was quite a hassle and frustrating, but I am hoping it will ultimately be worth it. If nothing else, the whole "living life" thing was beneficial in that it ended up with my writing this poem this morning.