The wind picks up, the roof can give way. In this bed I'll stay, daydreaming my life away.
The rain will pour down, but I will continue to lay. I will continue to watch every memory fade.
Like a vacuum of a godly design, I watch the moments embedded in my mind float to the surface of a great divine. Next are the things I wished to have done differently, making dying not something akin to finally.
Childhood memories of my mother's golden hair tickling my face, the way my grandmother filled me with faith. I have so much to cherish, so much to lose. I have so much to perish, so much I never got to choose.
The wind picks up, tears flow above. At the untimely moment of death, I can't help but find so much to still love.
At the moment alone in this house made of old stone. And if I die, I'll take every broken bone. It can take everything. Take everything until it's all gone.