Beautiful wrapping, swaddled in a bow. The excitement of the mystery brings their eyes a glow. The tension is high as the surprise waits to be seen by the on looking eyes. The smile is bright the day became better as this wonderful gift was delivered like a letter. Unwrapped, opened, ravished. The moment finally here Looking inside to see what awaits But as its layers of beauty and excitement are pealed away reality strikes as to whats inside. Madness and chaos obstruct your brain as the pain and sadness begins to become one with your brain. Lost, alone, scearching for answers. Your world is blown up as you constantly hear the noises of people unseen. Am I crazy or is this a dream? Day after day I wake with a start thinking thoughts that aren't from my heart but I now beat as one with the others who have passed on alone and misplaced. Needing release, needing escape.