I can feel a millions of dreams shattering. I wish I had the courage to live a little more. THERE WERE DAYS When I wanted to live till my last breath. I had dreams, energy, visions for my best future. Love was all around me. I used to spread smiles & laughters. I studied,worked, ate,slept & enjoyed. BUT As I grew up, everything changed. NOW I no longer laugh or smile. I don't dare to dream. I can't even bear myself breathing. TODAY I am about to get rid of all this endless pain and trauma. I can see never ending peace waiting for me on the other side. Somewhere in the parallel universe, I am as happy as I wanted to be.