Suddenly I'm the girl with the
dead dad,
Suddenly I'm the girl with
the heartbroken mother
Suddenly I'm the girl
with the family
that's breaking apart

You've left such a scar

Suddenly all my future seems so foreign
Suddenly every birthday
and Christmas
and college
Seem so wrong without you.

It's all so wrong without you.

Sometimes I wish I'd tell them
What it's like to live without you by my side
But I don't want them to ever go through
What I have to go through,

They shouldn't understand.

I wish you could see this all again
Just to experience the sun and the sky
I wish you could've had your last days
Out on the mountains and in the grassy fields
I wish you could've seen
Just how much you meant to me

You had to have known.

I hope you know.