The icy embrace of checkered tiles sends goosebumps up my spine The rusty handle of the sink is positioned uncomfortably between my shoulder blades Above me the third incandescent bulb trembles like a child preparing to burst into tears I hear the routine drip of water falling from the ****** shower head Drugstore mascara smeared below my eyelids With every breath I sink lower into the puddle that engulfs me Here, I lay Here, I am safe and ignorant