today you left but you pushed me away a while ago i go back to the night we met in my dreams sittin' on your floor lookin' into each other's eyes and smilin' i replay that image in my head as if it meant somethin' but what did it actually mean to you we were just drunk trippin' on shrooms i could've easily loved you if you let me the one night you opened up to me my heart broke for you you trusted me and i kissed the tears off your cheeks i cared about you more than myself it still wasn't enough you pushed me away and only called me past 2 am i told myself to stop tryin' because you did the night before you left we talked in your empty room i couldn't help but smile as you talked to me you said if we were up later we could hang out then you left without sayin' goodbye