today you left
but you pushed me away a while ago
i go back to the night we met in my dreams
sittin' on your floor
lookin' into each other's eyes and smilin'
i replay that image in my head as if it meant somethin'
but what did it actually mean to you
we were just drunk
trippin' on shrooms
i could've easily loved you if you let me
the one night you opened up to me
my heart broke for you
you trusted me
and i kissed the tears off your cheeks
i cared about you more than myself
it still wasn't enough
you pushed me away
and only called me past 2 am
i told myself to stop tryin'
because you did
the night before you left
we talked in your empty room
i couldn't help but smile as you talked to me
you said if we were up later we could hang out
then you left without sayin' goodbye