I'll pop over a friends house on my bike for a couple hours, and it's cool I really have a great assortment of friends
But everywhere I go I wonder if those kids I'm looking for Are right on the other side of that wall
How do I get there from here? My eyes are flitting, ticking time bombs
I like my alone time, lone wolf adventures, Plugged in, unplugged, cityscape, outbound, whatever.
But I need house shows and young punks. Drunk nights (I may or may not be drunk) and water guns filled with beer? that'd be interesting.
Be patient, give it time. You're not done yet, You're still young. Get through the probation, Show them you really mean it, actually try And relax because you're good.