Far beyond all  possible pains
Far beyond all my other troubles
Beyond all reason
And beyond Hell
Wherever I go
Wherever I tread
There follows a thing I shall not name
I thought I was stronger
But now I'm not too sure
Somehow I'm falling
And nothing is secure
I want people to know that I've tried really hard
Please don't think that I've given in
I'm still fighting and trying to regain
That innocent girl that I know hides within
I'm slipping but I'm clawing
Trying to find someone's hand
To pull me from the terrors of my mind
I take a step
And fall faster behind than forwards
Struggling to grasp the happiness I'm reaching for
I must keep going
Don't think I'm giving in
I will always try to reign over this fight I must win

Please, don't think I'm giving in