Mother told me I shouldn't be scared But it only made me more self aware Hate is a expensive feeling You need to find the meaning Mother told me I should love her How can I do that when she's the blur My mind is scattered My heart is battered She's the one that makes my fear That the end of my life is at its near She tries to hold me Oh such the irony That all the pain Would make me gain The knowledge I needed to survive To make my vision thrive A vision of crazed inhabitants That your love was only an accident