Blame me for what I am, for I am
Give my faults grandiose, for I am
Strike me with my insecurities, that I have
Comfort me with words, that I am . . . not

Every now and then, You caress my feelings with agony
When I lost sense and you, your harmony
You see pass through my efforts to see yours
that wrecked sanity's control when emotion pours

I tried to save us from life's disease
That brought us both to a power tease
We left the world to build ours
Now ours driven to ruins, lost in sudden hours

Crippled from the wars that have passed
The sooner it ends, Numbness I've grasped
For what kills me lies beyond physically
For it costs me my sanity, my mind, my mentality

It has been known, I am a sensitive man
But with you, I learned its better gone
Cause the mind fears what lies irrational
"Die emotions because you leave me suicidal"