what you have experienced is real you do not have to explain it to anyone in ten years it will only be a memory in twenty years it will seem like an illusion you do not have to know why but you were created to feel emotion and what happens to you is reality that is all the proof you need for there is no illusion pain is not an illusion life is not an illusion only a perception, except that which you know to be true and it is enough to know what you know and you do know and you do live on with the storm that rages inside your heart as the past is water smashing over the side into the hold though you can still smile at a lover like a calm sea making love to the setting sun while the unseen life below feeds upon itself and waves crash down upon faraway mariners as they try to escape the shores they once loved never asking for permission to die only a reason worthy of the illusion they will shatter in those who loved them