It lays in bed all day,
Wallowing in the pain.
I try to clear my head,
But then I go insane.

Try to convince myself it's over,
But I can't let go of the past.
Always he was there,
But then he left so fast.

Everywhere I see him,
I can't take the silence.
Just want to be with him.
I am growing way to tense.

He is stuck in my mind,
Haunting all my dreams,
Invading all my thoughts,
And planning all these schemes.

All these schemes to torture me,
He does it everyday.
All these tears he cannot see,
Falling from a sky so grey.

Day and night I put up a fight,
To stop the tears falling down my face.
I have to stop what is not right,
Or I will end up a disgrace.