the sun that bleeds through your blinds
and makes your eyes burn
I want to be
the cold shower that wakes you up
and makes your skin tingle
I want to be
the cigarette smoke that inhabits your lungs
and makes you calm
I want to be
the wind that makes you shiver
and whispers sweet secrets in your ears
I know I'm just
the blanket that you cling to
when your cold
but I want to be so much more