Once again I prepare for the comfort, to set aside any new despair as I am drawn into it's lair
Will that familiar feeling leave me reeling,once again and to often with much chagrin
Anticipation of a warning a sort of mental mourning ,finding middle ground is the closest edge to being fair
Bringing two opposites together ,pleasing participation is the goal,but each side fighting from within
Who would have thought that being terribly tired could bring such treacherous torture,only reaching inside if you dare
Many remedies offered ,singing sonnets letting a mind go adrift,relaxing melodies flow freely for women or men
People vary widely wanting to find a niche, making us all unique, will those hidden demons that keep us awake be gone with a prayer
Originally was never fraught with frightful thought but time and having no answers has left us asking when
Back inside our self, try to keep those memories on a shelf ,they lay low until suddenly propelled screaming out like an auctioneer
Time becomes twisted creating larger gaps with intermittent naps,again easing into what is to others normal rest ,we can merely try again
Left lying alone having never feared it, facing forward with wit & grit ,but still unknowing facing each night like new premier .R.C.
Maybe a bit more than just sleepless , some may have true demons waiting if they sleep? Maybe is more natural to fear the unknown than something we can see? Thanks for reading ,all thoughts are appreciated Rick