I listened to the song you suggested, I played it on repeat for weeks on end. Any other song leaves a bitter aftertaste in the back of my mouth from the harmonies. It leaves an ache where once the lyrics would flow and the new lyrics fill the old hollow me. The song that reminds me of you throw me into a deep deja vu of our time together.
I remember each little touch, of your hands holding mine, of them in my hair holding me closer. I remember the thrill of the secrets between us, the secret of us.
I hear the song and I'm reminded of you the way I loved you, the way I've not stopped thinking about you after all you did too me. I remember the way I felt and for a few moments while letting the lyrics fill me I feel it again. But once the lyrics and music finish I still have the tear in my eye from the real feeling that has dissolved and left me cold and hollow all over again.